I walk through life...

Surrounded,

by a chaotic order of feelings and emotions.

They look like 

bands of light that give off sparks.

They feel like

mathematical patterns.

They sound like 

the language of the soul

and the universe...

and it all sits in the pit of my gut,

my great oracle of guidance.

I wonder at times...if we can choose...

how to experience moments in life?

I think I'll try...